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Cold hard truth
Young love is so stupid and immature. I was just reading kh's blog from 2 years ago and I realised just how much resemblance his story bore to mine. Yes, I also felt that urge to help you whenever you wanted something from me. Be it scores or info or Math. Hell, I even went to search for mp3s for you and converted that Schindler's List youtube video into mp3 format for you. And I see now you were just making use of me. I bet you have no idea how betrayed I felt when I realised that the Zigunerweisen score you wanted was for her. And you weren't even going to admit that simple fact to me initially. I bet you were hoping I would assume it was for you, then obediently, trustingly and oh-so-helpfully hand the score over to you, not knowing that you would hand it over to her hands to feel that wonderful glory of having done something for her. And I'm sure she would have cooed over you the way you like it.
You two are just so made for each other, you know. It's so ironic. Here you are, making use of me to do things for her, while she's making use of you. What she's trying to gain, I have no idea. Perhaps companionship (this is highly doubtable-- would anyone who wanted a constant companion be so care-less towards the person?), perhaps another triumphant conquest (to her imaginary string of boys she thinks she's got wrapped around her finger, unknowing that as many, if not more, are sniggering behind her back). But whatever her motives, I don't care. You two can go be happy together. I wish you all the happiness you can get, because I've realised there's no way you can add to mine.
On a happier note, I'm highly satisfied with my GP performance today. I expect an A. =) Although I did kena CS for ponning assembly. But well... what is college life without a single experience of this integral thing called CS? =P Haha...
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